Wish me luck and enhanced patience ~ I'm driving to Denver today, sans husband. He is doing his 2-weeks with the Navy, out on a boat, so I'm going to visit my parents. My daughter hates her car seat and Silver is terrified of cars, so it will be so pleasant.
Jim called last night from the boat before they left and said he was out on a sort of balcony, where his cell would work. He asked around about a place to use it and they pointed to a hatch (door) that was 2 1/2 feet tall. He asked, "is this a new-guy trick?" But no, he really had to walk through a tiny door to get to a balcony.
Cheers!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Monday, March 12, 2007
Re-writing through Muck
I took a look back at Chapter Three and realized things had to go a different way... so before I could go on with Chapter Eleven, I had to fix it. So here it is, 2:30am. Chapter Three is fixed for now, but I can't leave Chapter Four as it is. I guess I can't just keep plodding on like some writers do and THEN go back and revise. It's bothering me too much that I have a huge gap there. Thank goodness I like the actual writing part of novel creation. It doesn't matter much right now where I'm writing in my book, as long as I'm writing in my book.
Ok, I really need to join my family in bed. No more green tea lattes at 9pm.
Ok, I really need to join my family in bed. No more green tea lattes at 9pm.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
A Movie to Cry With
Jim and I got some unusual free time together last night, and we spent our two hours at the movies, watching Bridge to Terabithia. I read the book when I was...twelve? I can't remember, exactly, and I couldn't remember the whole story except that I was mad when I finished it and cried and cried. (I was mad because I hated it when bad things happened to characters that had become as real to me as my family - like when Matthew died in Anne of Green Gables.)
Jim couldn't remember if he had ever read the book. I continuously find these things odd because his mother was his elementary school librarian (she still is). I would have lived on a cloud if my mother were the librarian, but no, he was more interested in computers than books.
Anyway... the movie. I told him it would be sad, but good. And it was. However, although I cried once again and was wrapped up in the characters on the screen, I could see WHY everything happened. It had to be that way to be real. It had to be that way so Jess would never forget (and could never ignore) the differences in his life. Of course, I still wanted it to end differently, but I could accept it the way it was. So I wasn't mad, thank goodness. I don't care how much it might have differed from the book because the tone, the story, the characters, and the dream were all there. Boy did it affect me!
When we got home, I went upstairs to see my daughter. She was on the aerobed, where my dad had finally gotten her to sleep (she's impossible in that way). She looked as soft as the quilt. I picked her up and nursed her while she was half-asleep, and as we rocked in the chair, I cried a little for the parents in the movie. Her hair was sticking up, and I wiped it down with my tear-moistened fingers. Eventually, she filled her tummy and fell back asleep with her mouth open and I laid her in our bed.
I'll read the book again, when she is old enough to sit and listen.
Jim couldn't remember if he had ever read the book. I continuously find these things odd because his mother was his elementary school librarian (she still is). I would have lived on a cloud if my mother were the librarian, but no, he was more interested in computers than books.
Anyway... the movie. I told him it would be sad, but good. And it was. However, although I cried once again and was wrapped up in the characters on the screen, I could see WHY everything happened. It had to be that way to be real. It had to be that way so Jess would never forget (and could never ignore) the differences in his life. Of course, I still wanted it to end differently, but I could accept it the way it was. So I wasn't mad, thank goodness. I don't care how much it might have differed from the book because the tone, the story, the characters, and the dream were all there. Boy did it affect me!
When we got home, I went upstairs to see my daughter. She was on the aerobed, where my dad had finally gotten her to sleep (she's impossible in that way). She looked as soft as the quilt. I picked her up and nursed her while she was half-asleep, and as we rocked in the chair, I cried a little for the parents in the movie. Her hair was sticking up, and I wiped it down with my tear-moistened fingers. Eventually, she filled her tummy and fell back asleep with her mouth open and I laid her in our bed.
I'll read the book again, when she is old enough to sit and listen.
Friday, March 9, 2007
500!
Despite a busy day of going to the beach, getting a passport application in the mail, and a visit to the dentist (all with my daughter, which was a bit insane), I ALSO got 500 words written. No, it's not a lot, but what a feat! Forgive me for my obvious pride at the moment, but really, I didn't think it would happen when I woke up this morning.
So I've got 2500 more to do this weekend. It'll happen, I swear.
Since Dad's in town, we're going out for Mexican tonight. Woohoo!
(Maybe I'm on some kind of flouride high and don't know it.)
So I've got 2500 more to do this weekend. It'll happen, I swear.
Since Dad's in town, we're going out for Mexican tonight. Woohoo!
(Maybe I'm on some kind of flouride high and don't know it.)
Thursday, March 8, 2007
slow week
I've been fighting off a cold this week and trying to keep Elizabeth free of it, so I haven't done anything for my book except a few character sketches. ([the old lady] is now called Paana, btw.) BUT my dad is here this weekend. He told me he'd only be here last night, but when he showed up, he said he'd be here all weekend. It's great news to me, because that means I've got a free babysitter. I'll do some writing, go out on a date with my hubby (it's been eons since we've done that), and do some more writing.
Saturday is my writer's group meeting. We meet twice a month but only submit once a month. I sent them chapter three (this critiquing is slow-going) and they'll be giving me feedback on it in just two days. Having a critique group is beneficial, especially one like this that's no-holds-barred. If it sucks or doesn't make sense, they let me know, but they're not mean about it. The coolest thing is that everyone's story is completely different. It's amazing how creative just one small group of people can be - imagine what the whole world could be!
Oh, it's nursing time, apparently. Ciao!
Saturday is my writer's group meeting. We meet twice a month but only submit once a month. I sent them chapter three (this critiquing is slow-going) and they'll be giving me feedback on it in just two days. Having a critique group is beneficial, especially one like this that's no-holds-barred. If it sucks or doesn't make sense, they let me know, but they're not mean about it. The coolest thing is that everyone's story is completely different. It's amazing how creative just one small group of people can be - imagine what the whole world could be!
Oh, it's nursing time, apparently. Ciao!
Saturday, March 3, 2007
New Pic and a Plan
We went out to the grass on our street (doesn't that sound weird) and took pictures this afternoon. We got there later than I wanted (the sun was setting), but at least some of the pictures came out good. My mom wanted a picture of her in that dress.
This morning, after Jim got back from yoga (something we can't do together anymore), I went to a coffee shop and sat down to write. I ordered a latte, which was unusual for me since I'm a tea drinker, but I was feeling run-down. Whoo. Can't do that often. I talked to an older man for the better part of an hour before I finally settled in my chair and wrote. I did around a thousand words, which was nice. Then, when the writing got harder and I was grasping at what comes next, I looked at my calendar and made a rough plan.
1. Write 3,000 words a week. This shouldn't be too hard, and I'm aiming low. If I can do a thousand words in an hour or two, I should get enough time per week to make this goal.
2. Adding that up to 12,000 words a month, I should be done with the first draft by June. I will have a party, too, when that happens. How many people finish a novel, even just a first draft?
3. Work on Draft #2 and finish that by end of August. Yes, you writer friends are shaking your heads at my naivete, I know, but gosh darnit, I am motivated!
We're going to the bookstore in a bit so he can study for the GRE. I'm not expecting to get much writing time in tonight, but if she stays asleep at the store (1/50 chances on that happening), then I'll work on my characters. I'm tired of writing [the old lady] for one of the characters I hadn't intended on developing and using so much. She just won't leave - a downright boggery ole' polynesian lady.
(At this exact moment, Jim is upstairs changing Elizabeth's diaper and putting her in jammies. She is screaming. I feel a twinge of guilt, but then...they need alone time, right?)
This morning, after Jim got back from yoga (something we can't do together anymore), I went to a coffee shop and sat down to write. I ordered a latte, which was unusual for me since I'm a tea drinker, but I was feeling run-down. Whoo. Can't do that often. I talked to an older man for the better part of an hour before I finally settled in my chair and wrote. I did around a thousand words, which was nice. Then, when the writing got harder and I was grasping at what comes next, I looked at my calendar and made a rough plan.
1. Write 3,000 words a week. This shouldn't be too hard, and I'm aiming low. If I can do a thousand words in an hour or two, I should get enough time per week to make this goal.
2. Adding that up to 12,000 words a month, I should be done with the first draft by June. I will have a party, too, when that happens. How many people finish a novel, even just a first draft?
3. Work on Draft #2 and finish that by end of August. Yes, you writer friends are shaking your heads at my naivete, I know, but gosh darnit, I am motivated!
We're going to the bookstore in a bit so he can study for the GRE. I'm not expecting to get much writing time in tonight, but if she stays asleep at the store (1/50 chances on that happening), then I'll work on my characters. I'm tired of writing [the old lady] for one of the characters I hadn't intended on developing and using so much. She just won't leave - a downright boggery ole' polynesian lady.
(At this exact moment, Jim is upstairs changing Elizabeth's diaper and putting her in jammies. She is screaming. I feel a twinge of guilt, but then...they need alone time, right?)
Friday, March 2, 2007
This Week
This week has been difficult for writing, but I'm going to make up for it today and this weekend. I've got a babysitter and my husband will be home tomorrow to watch Elizabeth. Right now, she's still asleep, but should wake up any second. I sat down to eat breakfast and I thought for sure she would wake up then - she's usually got great timing - but I guess she's still tired from her non-napping day yesterday.
I did managae to finish off Chapter Nine the other day, though. :-)
Jim said I need to update my photo. It's two years old, from when I was in Quatar for R&R (that's why I'm so happy). We'll work on the image this weekend, I guess, among the other hundred chores we've got to accomplish.
I did managae to finish off Chapter Nine the other day, though. :-)
Jim said I need to update my photo. It's two years old, from when I was in Quatar for R&R (that's why I'm so happy). We'll work on the image this weekend, I guess, among the other hundred chores we've got to accomplish.
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